Last week I committed suicide

Of course, it was in a dream, so it didn't really count.

In the dream, I was captured, being held naked in a small room back North in Wisconsin in the middle of the winter. The people who captured me were going to use me for sexual services, perhaps feminized, it wasn't exactly clear. What was clear is that this particular dream was absolutely horrific, no forced-femme type boner here at all. I decided that instead of succumbing to my fate, I'd crawl out into the 30 below weather, find a snowbank and let myself freeze to death.

There was more (there always is), but that's the part that stuck with me all the next day. Wondering what that dream said about me, about my unusual hobbies, and the fact that I hadn't really done much with those hobbies for a while. Was I, so to speak, cured? And what of my dream self?

Then the very next night I had a much fuzzier dream, but I remember it had the following elements: a party in which I was requested to come dressed as I pleased, a very pretty and passable TS, a bit of embrassment that I had misplaced all my girl stuff so I couldn't really join in, but even so, they accepted me and I had a wild makeout session with the TS.

I'm not sure what, if anything, to make out of having these dreams.

To keep the theme of songs by really pissed-off women, I am embedding a youtube video of one of my favorite songs. It's a song that DeeDee would like to teach to the maids in her more seditious frame of mind. The singer here does a great job, that smile looks downright evil.


Next, I would like some comment of some sort to know if anyone is reading this. I know that sounds like of those "if you don't comment, I'm going to quit!" whines, but really I don't know if anyone is looking here. If no one is reading, then I'll have to find somewhere else to babble.

And in case anyone gets the idea that I'm all bout the evil and hardcore, here's a link to a really good TG themed comic, The Wotch. It's about as light hearted as anything on the planet, here's an example.
http://www.thewotch.com/?epDate=2003-04-11
and
http://www.thewotch.com/?date=2003-01-06

Don't you wish you had Anne for a sister?